| I have acquired a new feeling recently. It feels like theres a flame
that is black and emits no light, burning inside me. Then it cools and
instead of feeling hate or anger I then feel sad. Sad and horrible. Its
also at this time I can feel worried, excited, derranged, and jumpy.
Kind of odd hmm? I think I am slowly going insane. If I keep this up I
..........
Well I really don't feel like typing anything because the black fire is
returning so I will only say this. Think to yourself about
everything... why? If you can find a good enough reason to live
congrats. If you don't... who cares? You shouldn't right? I don't. And
to be honest I really don't. I don't care. I don't care about anything
anymore. There is nothing left for me.
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| not afraid of death today just fear life tomorrow
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